*~ Cherindipity Moments ~*

dunno what came over me at work today.. every song i listened to reminded me of the past few months.. alot of heartache started to overwhelm me...
i ran and sat there in the toilet cubicle and started to cry...
i'm not sure why it feels so bad.. i thought about wenyong.. and knowing his birthday's drawing nearer just breaks my heart cos i'm not gonna be the one celebrating it with him.. not as i hoped to be for the past 7 months..
i just wanna know if he's okay.. and im really sorry things turned out this way. i know i tired him out cos i kept giving up on our relationship.. i know he must be better off now that i'm not around..
i've really been pushing this heartache away for the past 2 weeks and its coming back to haunt me now.. the more i try to be happy in front of others, the sadder i get when i'm alone.. i'm gonna have to face this pain now..
no, i'm not okay.. i dun mean to turn so weak but it's still hurting inside..

waah.. this morning me woke up at 3+am with super bad leg pains.. horrible.. could hardly drag miself out of bed to find painkillers.. >_<
didnt manage to sleep much after.. couldnt really sit or stand even..
parents brought me to see this sinseh at bukit timah shopping centre.. he's incredible! sat there, felt my pulses on both wrists and started scolding me.. :(
he managed to tell me that my digestive system wasn't very good, and i get alot of back aches and cramps.., my arms get numb, can't sit nor walk for long hours... that i get giddy often and migraines sometimes.. he got it ALL RIGHT!! my goodness!~
then he started to press all the painful spots on my body.. i think i really almost fell apart there! and.. the next visit's supposed to be even worse.. he told my dad he's afraid i can't take the pain.. eeek!~
well.. very sadly, he said i cracked some bone in my left ankle when i sprained it.. mabbe tats why that ankle looks permanently swollen.. :P
oh well, this means i have hope! byebye pains!!~ (i hope..)

this friendship band was gotten in a pair.. the other for a very special friend whom will never be forgotten, whom i will always care about, whom shall always have a place in my heart...
Thank you jemmy, for always being there, always being patient... for not leaving me behind..

我想过一件事　不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持 爱情的意思
像风没有理由 轻轻吹着走　
谁爱谁没有 所谓的对与错
不管时间　说着我们在一起有多坎坷

我不敢去证实　爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持　也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知　
这样的感情被认定很讽刺
我很不服　我还在想着那件事

如果你已经不能控制　每天想我一次　如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影　听我爱的CD　如果你能带我一起旅行

如果你决定跟随感觉　为爱勇敢一次　如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信　这般恋爱心情　如果你能给我如果的事

我不敢去证实　爱你两个字(爱你两个字)
不是对自己矜持　也不 是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知（说我其实很无知）　
这样的感情被认定很讽刺(被认定很讽刺)
我很不服　我还在想着那件事

如果你已经不能控制　每天想我一次　如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影　听我爱的CD　如果你能带我一起旅行(你能带我一起旅行)

如果你决定跟随感觉　为爱勇敢一次　如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信　这般恋爱心情 如果你能给我如果的事（你能给我如果的事）

如果你已经不能控制　每天想我一次　如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的是电影　听我爱的CD　如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉　为爱勇敢一次　如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信　这般恋爱心情　我只要你一件如果的事　我会奋不顾身地去爱你

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