~*iDeNtItY*~

do you wake up in the mornings, stare at urself in the mirror and actually wonder "who will i be today?" tat may sound a little extreme but i think i do tat.. mabbe not so directly at the mirror... it could be onli when i open mi closet wondering what i should be wearing. How a person dresses or chooses to dress says alot abt personality (what most pple would think).. but the way i look at it, its juz my way of expressing myself that day, or hope to at least...
i woke up at 4am this morning, havin trouble gettin back to sleep and ended up wondering if i knew what i was REALLY like, i mean really knowing myself...

i remembered taking that myers briggs personality test back in rgs... i was an INFP. Our teacher said that pple change over the yrs, so as to adapt to the surroundings and if we were to take the test again a few yrs later, we shouldnt be surprised if the results were different. I thought it was quite ridiculous then.. 

It wasnt that long after juz 4 yrs later when i got to take the test again.. this time, i was a I/E NFP.. hahaa~ how weird.. how did i manage to even out mi I-ntroverted self with tat of my E-xtrovert? i guess it was a part of me that developed to handle wat was needed of a student councellor... but its like having a double personality all of a sudden...

right now im confused what i really am like... i've think i muz haf gotten a whole collection of masks for all occasions. its funny.. cos juz last yr during exams i went wif ben to watch a show called "identity" abt this man who lived the lives of 10 different pple (so he thinks he does cos hes a little unstable mentally) and how the doctor was trying to help him "get rid" of 9 of the identities(which included a serial killer) so that he wud not be convicted of his crimes (due to that split personality crisis). 
Its so weird....
okie now im stuck.. no idea how im gonna conclude this weird thot.. hehee~ :P