~*oH... tHe sUn iS sO LoVeLy*~

i was sitting at Orange Julius this afternoon.. thinkin abt things.. hehee.. i used to feel sorry for William Hung after he first appeared for auditions on American Idol, thinkin he had become a global laughing stock.. until he appeared once again as a guest star on yesterdae's ep of A.I. Then i realised its not as i thot.. his modesty, innocence and faith has taken him much further than had expected. He said "now I'm able to touch more pple's hearts". It made me understand tat you need only to be yourself, to be real and honest with your feelings to reach out to others beyond the surface. 

why issit so hard to be honest with my thots and feelings. I guess its the culture that teaches us to be responsible for everything we do and say, & being afraid to bear the consequences, we very often prefer to stay in our comfort zone.
cheRRikO sometimes takes over and relieves me of all the accumulated pressure and suppressed feelings while convincing cheryl to believe all tat was said and done were of good faith. "i have alredi done mi best & i've no regrets.." ;D
i shall take into mi stride whatever there is to come. 

hahaa i cant believe how comfortable it can be juz sitting in the open, feeling the warmth from the sun and letting the wind blow my hair across mi face while drinking peach smoothie ... >_<