you know what? i know i'm good! :D

its been a long time since i last updated mi journal. But im feeling so happy now i realli wanna remember this. :)

Last thurs my parents left for china for a short holiday, it was the same day i was posted to work at DSO.. dunno why i was so overwhelmed by the feeling that i was abandoned suddenly.. theres no more internet access during work hours.. and i hardly have any reception either.. plus i was going home to face the 4 walls alone.. (well yeah i have a little sis who's too engrossed in her own life anyway)

but things got better during the week.. altho it was realli busy and i slept like 5 hours a day. (i usually need 8 i think?) hehee~ ;D i got to drive around a bit too while parents were away.. had 2 late night suppers (something cinderella can't usually do) and played basketball too! twice on sunday cos we(me, min, and xiang) had already played before dongcheol got home.. and he wanted to play and xiang wanted to play AGAIN.. lol~~ 

i went on a 1.5 day course yesterday evening and today.. well it didnt teach me something i didnt alredi know.. but it forced me to overcome some of my little barriers and to find deep down inside what my real problems are~ i'm realli learning here.. and so far its great!

one day i shall juz burst out of mi cocoon and not be afraid at all when i stand in front of crowds and have to speak. its not tat i have some speech impediment.. but i dun noe why when i have to get on stage to speak to pple.. mi legs will weigh tons heavier and i will feel mi face blush all the way to mi ears.. >_<
before we left, david went to ask jeremy about the photos we took during the course.. hehee.. well he shoke mi hand congratulating mi abt getting the chance to get on stage (which to me was realli out of mi comfort zone.. a big stretch) but hmm.. hahaa hes really quite cute~~ ;P

feelin realli happy ~~ It has been such a great day! or should i say a great week! :D
plus plus! parents are back!! hahaa i feel love in the house again! ^_^