*~ UnLeAsH yOuR PoTeNtiAL ~*

hehe finally got some time to update my journal... tmr is Deepavali so i can sleep in late! yay ^^
and nxt monday is Hari Raya! hahaa holiday mood alredi~~
even booked a spa appointment wif layna this friday!~ :D

last weekend was spent attending UPS.. it was really great! 
funny.. had alot in my mind but now its almost all blank.... 
i remembered having a phobia of attending the seminar cos of the final test.. and when it came to my turn, ivan had to build on that fear... geez... i got behind everyone again and felt like crying... >_< couldnt think of an answer to his "give me one reason why you think you're the best"
hey! its not easy okie... it took a long time for me to realise what made me feel the best at any time and that shall stay with me. :) 

during UPS also got to re-watch 'Pay It Forward' *sob* its another movie i think i will cry EVERYTIME i watch it.. then everyone got to share something abt themselves... :( darn it.. yeah.. i freaked out again.. din know what i was talking abt at all.. hahaa~ >_<"

hey! the biggest breakthru i had was to dance in front of everyone okie.. desperate to win some points for my group.. but nope.. still din make it.. :~( hahaa but yay got some good comments here and there.. ;D
but i think the nxt time im gonna do something like that, i will needa down at least 1 cocktail.. ;P

hmm 12:27am.. its DEEPAVALI!~ ;)

*~cheRRikO~*