哭完。。。就不哭了。。。。

been wanting to update for a while.. got some nice photos taken on sunday when i met up with wen and major for a movie, then feng and dav joined us later at new asia bar~
but.. no mood.. no drive.. didn't feel like putting up pics.. finally uploaded them to yahoo album.. realised that the previous was out of space.. so got a new one..
Old photos: http://photos.yahoo.com/thepinkk
New photos: http://cherriko.multiply.com/photos
at the rate i take photos, might need a new one soon.. -_-

i thought everything was okie le.. seriously treasured this friendship alot.. a close friend i depended on when i felt lost.. someone i thought knew me but has successfully put crap into all my words... so much disappointment.... gotta put everything behind me..

thanks, yu jie gor gor.. poor thing, had to sit with the crying me on the bus... made him look like he was bullying me ne..*gomenasai* but i'm thankful he was there with me..
last nite was a rainy nite..
went for auditions with feng.. wen, susan and major and feng's 2 friends came to support us ne.. thanks, you guys..~
but i messed up, sang halfway and i felt an overwhelming need to cry.. mabbe i sang with too much emotions ba.. heh.. not very upset though.. expected to mess up alredi.. but didnt sing too bad actually.. felt kinda nice cos the people at other tables were payin attention too ne.. :)

perhaps i didn't manage to sleep well last nite, woke up feeling really terrible this morning.. and took an mc... ended up watching 大长今. throat feels bad and still wanna eat all the fried food and chocolates ne..

feel so silly ne.. sigh~ should slap miself awake..~