*~ Cherindipity Moments ~*

been a pretty rough week..
Dad's oldest brother passed away on tuesday morning. Got into an all time low.. altho i wasn't very close to him but nevertheless, there is still a feeling of loss.. :(
Work has been hectic and cold.. doubt its gonna get better anytime soon so will prob just continue hiding in my corner..

Think i might just clam up soon.. its gettin tiring to socialise..

At least wangwang's cute.. can't get too mad at him even tho he wakes mi up every morning half an hr before my alarm goes off.. and tat he still doesn't wanna be toilet trained.. But he's always so protective of the family altho he's actually a big scaredy cat!

Started with a rainy morning~ mi got off the bus~ opened mi pink Balena umbrella.. and then suddenly a tall skinny guy popped under my umbrella. Was mi colleague. He had been waitin for quite some time.. hopin someone would come by with an umbrella..
Cos brolly was a little small.. so we both got kinda wet..
another pathetic start for a good day~

Actually, despite the cold and wet morning... things went pretty well the rest of the day. Had nice ba kut teh for lunch.. had free soya bean milk and free hao2 jian1 to substantiate my lunch. :) Back to work to do more testing after lunch but it wasnt too bad~ left a little early today to go check out stuff at simlim~ had a colleague to explain lots of stuff to me.. hehee.. hope i din bother him too much with mi lack of knowledge about computer hardware when im a software engineer.. *ashamed*

Managed to go bai bai in time before the temple closed~ feels much better cos i had been wanting to go bai bai for some time le.. finally feel at peace with miself and mi surroundings. :)

Dinner with wen and jk is always enjoyable. can just spend the whole nite eating, laughing and poking fun at each others' silly-poot-ness~ wen's lack of memory and needing more "ram" and how jk caught the contagious disease over dinner.. and how it also got to me in the end? -_-"

Been a long time since i felt so happy le~ so all in all.. today was a good day except i left mi brolly at work! Please don't let it rain on monday morning ~

Love,
cherriko~

Started on a new book on Friday morning.. wanted to bring something with me to work.. then decided on Tuesday with Morrie cos it was the lightest book out of the 3 new books i bought.
Another embarassing morning on the bus.. the book kept mi tearing all 40 minutes of mi bus journey.. busy sniffing away.. and wiping mi tears as i started getting to know about Morrie and Mitch..

Actually started feeling ashamed with miself.. since when did i get so engrossed in mi own life.. living selfishly.. only hoping to find mi own happiness.. till i forgot wat really made mi happy.. started getting bitter.. started blaming why things always go wrong for me.. i stopped chasing my real dreams..

but its all gonna stop here. cannot stop being so self engrossed le.. :)
sorry.. still finding excuses tho.. lacking the energy to start! but at least i'm putting a stop to NOW.

geez.. i keep forgetting im still 24.. just this morning i was so upset that im halfway thru 25. Was reading mi numerology report and thot wat a waste.. cos 25 is supposed to be a fulfilling yr and i've got half of it left! AH DUH! *phew* just give miself a bit more time allowance to sit and do nothing till i'm ready to explode!~ :)

*so confused* haha~