Tuesday with Morrie

Started on a new book on Friday morning.. wanted to bring something with me to work.. then decided on Tuesday with Morrie cos it was the lightest book out of the 3 new books i bought.
Another embarassing morning on the bus.. the book kept mi tearing all 40 minutes of mi bus journey.. busy sniffing away.. and wiping mi tears as i started getting to know about Morrie and Mitch..

Actually started feeling ashamed with miself.. since when did i get so engrossed in mi own life.. living selfishly.. only hoping to find mi own happiness.. till i forgot wat really made mi happy.. started getting bitter.. started blaming why things always go wrong for me.. i stopped chasing my real dreams..

but its all gonna stop here. cannot stop being so self engrossed le.. :)
sorry.. still finding excuses tho.. lacking the energy to start! but at least i'm putting a stop to NOW.

geez.. i keep forgetting im still 24.. just this morning i was so upset that im halfway thru 25. Was reading mi numerology report and thot wat a waste.. cos 25 is supposed to be a fulfilling yr and i've got half of it left! AH DUH! *phew* just give miself a bit more time allowance to sit and do nothing till i'm ready to explode!~ :)

*so confused* haha~