私のペス~

feelin a bit down.. was just complaining to feng how i felt things werent going too well for mi again be it at work or in general.. needa go on a shopping spree..

spent mi weekend watching shows that have stacked up into mountains in the house.. courtesy of bing and phiaphia.. finished mi Hana Yori Dango.. (wat's dango??)
makes mi miss those times in japan.. even though i was sick on the first tour.. but remembering the weather, the nice feeling of having been there and catching mi sakura full bloom.... it was afterall mi childhood dream... 今まで大好きな.... あのきもち....

*sigh* so now im in this mood.. finally feel that mi life is headed nowhere again.. single and not ready to fall again.... and slogging away daily at mi current job.. occasionally turning to poems for some market-related excitement.. Sometimes not keeping up with mi japanese.. also the reason why 先生explained the meaning of "my pace" using me as example.. *blush*

although certain things at work are finally looking better.. but there are other things that are bugging mi.. making mi realise how unpolished i am when it comes to dealing with politics..
mom says im too straightforward, i think i take mi responsibilities too seriously.. and both feng and i feel we ought to be awarded loyalty cards and points..
when alan said i look too stressed at work, it realli surprised me.. cos it takes a lot more than IT work to stress me.. and usually, only one area of mi life can get mi down.. and its definitely not work or studies.. haha :P

so wat's next for cherriko? let me struggle till the end of the yr.. get mi JLPT3.. and see how things go from there mabbe? だいじょうぶかな... :P