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how is married life...

everyone keeps asking how is married life..
the truth is.. 3 weeks into it....
apart from the work that keeps me occupied the min i wake up till the time i get home at 11pm..
its pretty lonely..
makes me miss home alot..

i take much effort to come home to my hubby's place early.. but the lonelier i feel...
seems it might be better to work late...
stupid me was complaining so much abt the crazy long hours.. but this lonely feeling now with the hubby sitting just 3 feet away staring into his comp.. and the knowing that he was home sick all day but had time for his game but not to reply his wife's concerned msg abt how he is..
nor could he spare a moment to drop her a msg to say that she had to pack her own food...

now.. sitting here feeling so pathetic and yet i cannot even shed a tear because it's no longer my own room.. and i no longer have my own private space..
let the tears flow inwards...

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2 comments:

Eric Tan said...

hope you are ok... hope you can find things that you like to do, in new home. And remember, marriage is about solving life problems 'together', so let it flow, and let it be seen in the space of you both. I'm sure the boy will love to solve these issues together, :)

Cheryl said...

yup.. i guess the key is 'together'.. doesn't work if only one person wanted to solve it right? :) let's see..

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