*~tHe BaSkEtBaLL DiaRiEs~*

gee.. finally watched the show i've been searching all over for since 4 yrs ago...
left mi this sick feeling tho.. its weird.. >_< 
so this bestfren of Jim died from leukemia... and how Jim and a bunch of frens started taking drugs and all and were juz wasting their lives away.. and how Jim being a great basketball player gave up his dream too.. He's a great writer and later after his mom turned him into the cops, he finally picked up from there.. and now hes a poet/diarist/lyricist/performer... he's a real inspiration!
watched SpiDerMan2 yesterdae.. it was great! hahaa 2 meaningful shows in a row.. yeah.. i think thats why i feel sick.. cos mi life is realli lacking meaning now.. :P
i gotta be out there doing something i realli like or something realli worth doing! 

O_o (in case anyone's still wundering.. thats how i look when i lift up one eyebrow..)
well.. so some of you shud haf realised i juz went thru the most horrible time of mi life but its finally picking up.... 
those great girly frens of mine.. i love you gals! thanx for all that patience and advices.. esp'ly that "cry when u feel like it, don't ever bottle it up and try so hard to be strong.. juz keep crying and by the time you realise, you are alredi over it"
lets juz be a little optimistic here.. i havent shed a single tear for 3 or 4 days now.. ^-^ 
even the guys that dun noe anything.. juz being there is great! i haven't laughed so much in a long long time!~

oh oh!~ and mi Korea Trip photos are up now!
Korea (23 June 04 - 27 June 04)