*~ Cherindipity Moments ~*

waahh.. suddenly feel much more light hearted.. but there's a million and one things to do!

1) CHARMED and LOST seasons just started again!
2) YeeKet's become my new supplier of NARUTO
3) Jem has sent Teach me PIANO Deluxe.. so gotta finish it
4) Finally bought HARRY POTTER and the Half-Blood Prince
5) MUSIC composition
6) Practise SINGING
7) ...and WORK! >_<

but very proud.. up till now i've composed 2 tunes.. first was really sad.. tonight's was happier according to feng. guess what i had on my mind this time wasn't so painful.
having a hard time accepting that my voice sounds really crappy now.. mabbe cos of my cold but its leaving me slowly.. thank goodness.. gotta work hard to try to get thru the auditions at muchuan! :P

been very tired lately though.. would be a good idea to sleep now i think.. ;) nites!

heh~ again i was at bugis this sunday.. 2 consecutive sundays now. it's not my favourite hangout but its okay..Masakatsu has closed down.. (taken over by Ajisen.. *yuck*) very sad.. cos the food was really nice.. and very cheap! Suming intro-ed it to me, and i brought feng and gang there before.. sadly.. it really closed on us!!


so anyways, this is my JAPANESE dinner from umm.. gee dun remember wat its called.. this jap restaurant on the 2nd level of the BJ extention block.. :P Salmon nabe set! nice! *slurp* 


tats feng with her soba~ it came with sushi too! she's just shy, hiding behind her hair..  


and this is me from feng's angle!  

after dinner, i got my Harry Potter at Kino at a 25% discount! Yay finally!
and guess where we ended up after walkin around.. :P At starbucks AGAIN.. heh.. so weird.. 2nd sunday in a row.. tat place is kinda appealing. ;)

humph.. had a tough day teaching today.. kept sneezin and mi nose was iching!~ -_-"
sec sch exams are comin and mi students are really worrying mi totally.. esp'ly the bunch of sec 1s... this is the first batch of sec1s that i have to worry about..

student 1: "can we use the calculator please??"
student 2: "yeah, can we use the calculator? this paper is really difficult."
student 3: "use handphones lor.."
me: "no, stop bargaining you aunties! no calculator for paper 1! even primary school kids can do this without a calculator!"

this is what sec school does to you.. calculators are bad! mental sums is necessary!! gosh.. really worryin yeah? and tmr i have to give them an extra class.. this means 7 working days! but i have to say, its always good to be occupied.. but the cold is wearing me out! *sniff*
suddenly, crying at night is really good.. cos it clears the nose for a while till i fall asleep and forget abt how hard it is to breathe.

read the papers abt the evacuation at Texas.. its really scary to be stuck in that situation.. and the bus carrying all the old people... its a real irony that they were running to stay alive but they drove straight into death. and to be stuck in the jam till they ran out of gas, and the gas stations ALSO ran out of gas.. its all fate~ the hurricane is expected to hit on Saturday in Texas.. let's pray hard for them okay?
all these happenings makes me wonder what fate has in store for me.. so far, its seems to be really PMS-ing..

today mom mentioned emigrating again.. we're both tired of stayin in singapore.. there's only one place i'd like to go now but it is also be the one place i may never wanna go. ironies of life.. hah!~

moods probably really affect the status of a person's health.. im finally down with a cold.. probably partly mr TTS's fault.. makin everyone at work sick.. even LKW got his sore eyes on tues although we're all on course.. far away from TTS.. his germs followed us here to ISS.. -_-"

think i've never been more sad till now..
i asked what it meant cos i didn't wanna assume .. u have no idea what that did for me...
i thought i could really feel my heart breaking into bits.. :'( thank goodness the course ended and i could head home.. dunno if its xin li zuo yong or wat.. but my chest really hurt.. and got breathless.. *sigh* may have been the cold too.. got home, got on the phone with feng.. always helps cos she always laughs over what i tell her and it makes the pain more acceptable.. not that its funny.. but cos she can really understand..
i wished i could be more angry than sad.. cos anger is more constructive.. gives more energy to do stuff.. i tried writing a song.. hah.. could only do the melody though.. i heard the bass chords in my head but just sounded strange when i played it out.. argh!~ will try again this weekend.. prob could put in lyrics too this time. ^^

this morning i woke up feeling much better le.. not flu-wise.. just emotionally stronger ba.. but still aching inside.. guess there is a cost to bear when u become dependent on someone and this is just one of them.. this time, i'm really gonna get back up on my own ne. UM!

geez.. feng just tempted me to go drinking.. tonite cannot la.. hope she can make it tmr nite instead.. these girly nites out really help to take mi mind off stuff.. so much to look forward to. just need to find that energy again.. :)

yay! lunch break~~ ja ne!

today was super sian.. my nose feels like its falling off.. and there's an invisible pimple giving me a lot of pain!! -_-"" (someone missing me?? ;P ) when lesson ended, was super contemplating whether to go home or to meet feng.. its terrible.. i was soooo darn lethargic, it felt horrible doing either! anyways.. by the time i got out of NUS.. i figured it was perfect timing to meet feng.. so i took a super long bus journey to jurong point... hey! but the best bit was meeting BOTH feng and susan! hahaa ;D
that 2nd floor food place now has a name called BentoBox.. gee.. im so ulu-ated.. think the last time i was at jp might have been last yr..

haha feng complained saying each time we go out, she will spend alot of $$ and its MY fault.. geez, she's really gotta look more carefully! who's the one picking out all the expensive stuff saying.. "eh nice leh, u try leh!" ( looks in wallet... *shakes head* ) "its all YOUR fault miss feng feng!!" but okie.. today's retail therapy is still one of the cheapest.. and very happy with what i got.. ^^

mood's swung back to the good side.. hope i sleep well tonite ne!~ 1..2..3.. YES!

hehee.. this is my meegos!~ :D~
looks like me other than the eyes right.. aiyah.. its default HUGE eyes one la..

lantern festival is all about lanterns, candles, chinese tea and MOONCAKES to me~ :D all double yolk oh!! *lick* 


nah!~ this is my mommi.. very shy one, dun like to take photos.. but she came out to the pool to check on us and bring us tea..AND MOONCAKES!! gotta give mom credit! shen right?! :P 


this is me and phia phia at the poolside. blurred shot.. but the color is nice wor.. we attracted 2 ang mo ladies to take a picture of us too.. *curtsey* 

met feng up last minute at bugis on saturday.. there's her with her NEW HAIR!~ nice ne.. very tempting.. >_< (she's on the phone with david..:P) 


there's mi after setting up the camera on timer shots.. hehee.. very distracting.. cos (feng was still on the phone with david.. hehee :P ) 


yay going home le.. this is the first time i got a shot at the fountain!~ i always wanted ne.. Accomplishment!~ i hate wearing heels yeah? nvr slipped while wearing those that nite!~ :D~ 

hmm Dr Chang finally called me today abt my MRI report..!~ i'm FINE!~ strange results but nothing really wrong soooo, i'm healthy!~ very weird though where the pains are comin from.. too lazy to do physiotherapy.. so i guess i will be swimming weekly now ;) anyone wanna join me?

writing music's gonna be another weekend activity now. sense of accomplishment is superb!~ gotta keep miself occupied.. umm..~

O! finally watched Mr & Mrs Smith last nite.. haha.. very crappy but very nice.. i like crappy shows.. at least its good for the mood ^^

Today's Thoughts
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why would one push someone he/she likes very much away? feng said.. probably cos afraid of getting hurt ba.. sounds reasonable i guess.. but.. pushing away will hurt too right? could be worse cos could hurt both parties? *shrug*

hmm.. back to work todae.. had 2 days mc to do those MRI scans..
funny.. still feelin really tired >_< might be the medicine..

i finally composed a song over the 2 days.. asked mi sisters and mi mom to hear it..
same comment.. "very sad leh" funny.. i guess feelings really do flow through music..

i've been feeling very sad again.. not sure if its cos i'm worried about my back or over something else.. but then again, i'm gonna take it easy abt the back.. what's meant to happen will happen.. might not be anything anyways yeah?
there are other 'stuff' bothering me though.. hmm.. stuff..
so.. selective reading, how much really are u following?

phia phia just got employed.. i'm really happy for her! think her job scope's really cool stuff.. not that i really know the exact job scope. very motivating too.. i needa find something new to do too! thinkin after i complete my 2 yrs.. shall move onto smth ne.. hehe.. *shhh!~*

whahaa!~ gotta share this..
if u've got an outbreak.. try Ultra Clearasil! Can get it at any watsons store..
mi had outbreak for like more than a mth! and it cleared within a week!~ yay!~
it really bothers me to have spots on my forehead cos i dun usually get them..
for less than S$10 a tube, apply only once a day.. this thing is a real good buy!
oh.. i got the 'extra strength' cos those spots were really stubborn..
pick one for your needs yeah? ^^

GOOD DEAL
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Ultra Clearasil - any Watsons Store
i think its just $6.90 per tube.. :P

i finally watched the finale of F.R.I.E.N.D.S... yeah.. kinda late but better late than never right?
can't believe how much it touched me.. i didn't know till now it had such a perfect ending.. esp'ly with Rachel and Ross.. wow.. i dun even know what to say..
its.. perfect.. favourite sitcom ever!~ :) its the only show i know where bestfriends do fall in love and stay in love..
this is it.. i can't believe the series of 10 seasons ended.. but it did.. wonderfully.. i was asked to suggest a show, couldn't think of one earlier with the ending i hope for.. now, i choose F.R.I.E.N.D.S man.. anytime! way better than My Bestfriend's Wedding~ ^^
*TOAST to F.R.I.E.N.D.S* 

the 3 Ms Tans finally managed to go for the longed for karaoke session last sunday at kbox cineleisure~ ^^ and thats me and phia phia singing out hearts out already!~




time to pose for a good photo.. kinda like the different colored walls.. >_< that's my older sis, regina, squashed right in the middle.. hehee..




what's k-lunch without the bento sets right?! That's us VERY EXCITED abt the food which we waited almost 2 hours for.. phia said they had to go fishing first.. which was probably why.. :P~




that's my little sis.. preparing to gobble her chicken cutlet down.. haha CUTE~ ^^




posing nicely isn't always fun.. gotta make faces too.. much easier~ ;P umm.. older sis is very bad at making faces tho..

GOOD DEAL
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k-lunch is every Monday to Fridays.. 11am to 2pm (3 hours!!) and its just $6 to $8 per person depending on what lunch set u order.. comes with a drink too!~

hmm.. decided to go to nail art.. nice oh? alternate between butterflies and flowers for all 10 fingers.. paid just $14 at Far East Level ONE.  


check out the rest of the fingers.. hehee~ waahh.. my colleagues were making fun of me though.. said they thought the butterflies were some weird heart prints.. -_-" pretty wat...  

i used to believe in "One and Only".. but that doesnt work for me anymore..
i'm not sure anymore if Love lasts forever.. i remembered once after karaoke, a few of us were talking abt relationships.. and i truly believed that Love Is Forever, and when u find the right one, u will know it.. and u'll never run out of love.
but feng and alvin both said that, often people don't end up with the one they love deepest, but the one that loves them.. that they could live with.
aaron, my co-actor told me he didn't believe in love lasting forever.. (well he isn't the only friend that thinks that) i remember feeling so upset that it became one of my criterias for a boyfriend. that HE had to believe like i do, that love WAS forever..

i still can't figure it out.. is it really a matter of 'wrong timing' or just that you haven't met the right one? mabbe its too many drama serials.. romance movies, but i've always thought that when u meet the right one, u'll be ready or at least want to be... if you've seen 'A WALK TO REMEMBER' it kinda worked out that way.. and i'm still a dreamer for such love..

but now, after so much has happened, i have to believe that timing plays a big part too.. cos people change... if two people belonged together, even if they lost each other on the way, they would find their way back into each others' arms..

he said true love is selfless... and i wasn't loving selflessly..
but how does one continue to love someone if that someone hurt them real deep? i guess a person could continue loving someone like that, but being able to stay together is another thing right? or am i wrong? perhaps i'm just one selfish girl wanting to feel loved by the man i love.. it hurt me real bad.. that although i knew he loved me but i couldn't feel it..

*~tired~*

hehe this is supposed to be my Teachers' Day Feast.. wasn't a surprise cos i barged into the room to check on the sec1s. ^^ so cute ah.. had a tough time trying to get a picture of these guys man! are they SHY? uhh.. i don't know -_-"" 

i rarely ever post any candid shots.. but this is really weird.. we are all making strange faces.. haha had to give credit to minghong who was helping to take the photo.. he got us all very ugly, esp'ly me! >_< 

finally... a group photo.. we all got down to the floor so that Irene would be in the picture.. but argh.. Marcus HAD to move out of the shot when Beatrice pressed the button.. wat a monkey!~ 

after a tough time contructing angle bisectors and perpendicular bisectors, chinrong's hair just blew up into this! O_O 

she's soooo cute! i love this kitty~ ^^ 

hmm.. 500 piece jigsaw, was gonna take a few nites to do this to keep occupied.. but tat nite mummy and phia phia were too excited they had to "help" >_< anyways.. its done.. mickey and minnie holding cups of hot cocoa looking at the starry nite sky.. ^^ this jigsaw's gonna stay with me.. think it was meant to... :\