*~so... how does Love work?~*

i used to believe in "One and Only".. but that doesnt work for me anymore..
i'm not sure anymore if Love lasts forever.. i remembered once after karaoke, a few of us were talking abt relationships.. and i truly believed that Love Is Forever, and when u find the right one, u will know it.. and u'll never run out of love.
but feng and alvin both said that, often people don't end up with the one they love deepest, but the one that loves them.. that they could live with.
aaron, my co-actor told me he didn't believe in love lasting forever.. (well he isn't the only friend that thinks that) i remember feeling so upset that it became one of my criterias for a boyfriend. that HE had to believe like i do, that love WAS forever..

i still can't figure it out.. is it really a matter of 'wrong timing' or just that you haven't met the right one? mabbe its too many drama serials.. romance movies, but i've always thought that when u meet the right one, u'll be ready or at least want to be... if you've seen 'A WALK TO REMEMBER' it kinda worked out that way.. and i'm still a dreamer for such love..

but now, after so much has happened, i have to believe that timing plays a big part too.. cos people change... if two people belonged together, even if they lost each other on the way, they would find their way back into each others' arms..

he said true love is selfless... and i wasn't loving selflessly..
but how does one continue to love someone if that someone hurt them real deep? i guess a person could continue loving someone like that, but being able to stay together is another thing right? or am i wrong? perhaps i'm just one selfish girl wanting to feel loved by the man i love.. it hurt me real bad.. that although i knew he loved me but i couldn't feel it..

*~tired~*