*~ Cherindipity Moments ~*

if i couldnt disappear, i wish i could at least be invisible..
having thoughts of changing jobs again but im just too indecisive to plan properly..

the feng shui master came yesterdae and after lookin around the house, we also had a small fortune telling session .. so weird.. he made mi sound kinda perfect, with a perfect life and all..
everything i've been doing seemed to fit correctly too.. to a life i might look forward to, but yet it seems too far away.. i still have no idea how to get there..

oh.. and i learnt too, that lines on ur palms just tell what's on ur mind.. wow.. i never realised that! and i gotta admit that its very possible.. cos it seems like palm readers always tell mi wat i wanna know, what i dun wanna know, and wat i don't know they don't know either..

today, everything fell apart. it really sucks.. like im suddenly being under attack.. i feel sucky.. had no appetite at mi long awaited-for buffet dinner.. was also the quietest of me ever.. till too many pple asked, had to put on a false front again.. im tired.. really tired...
please, don't backstab.. its too low..

as i was feeling down, i saw a friend's nick on msn.. that made me go cold inside..
chinese new year's coming.. i needa figure out what i want before the new year starts..
that leaves me with tomorrow~ how.. still very indecisive.. still too many things i want to do and many things i could do..
sometimes, no choice seems like a better option.. :P

*feeling down*

waahh.. 2 tiring weeks.. got so much to update but very little life left to do it.. heh..

*~11th Jan, Wednesday~*

Started my Jap Beginners' class! very lucky ne.. originally couldnt get a place in the intensive (twice a week) class.. so had decided to do it on sundays.. once a week for a year but the lady called on the day itself to ask me if i was still interested to take the intensive class! so glad, cos now i just need half a year, and could probably continue with intermediate for the 2nd half.. *hope hope*
anyways.. class is pretty slow for now.. tryin to pick up the slangs Nakamura sensei mumbles to herself sometimes.. hehe.. senpai says it will be about halfway thru before i start learning more stuff so now its just lots of revision for me ^^

*~15th Jan, Sunday~*

the usual.. hehee K-Lunch!~ ;D was given a treat so tat was good~~ and the food was pretty nice.. thought mi singing sucked tho..
yup.. oh.. and managed to catch a bit of the SuperBand auditions when i was waitin for a bus home.. deepest impression was left by a pair of identical twins who named themselves, I-Twins -_-".. lame... but they were quite cute and both had good voices.. *envious* well they made it thru the auditions so let's see how they go~

*~17th Jan, Tueday~*

last minute, we were informed to go back to head office at AMK.. but kinda good timing too cos managed to drop by TechPoint to get mi Sentosa vouchers.. hehe worth more than $50.. but MediaCorp Publishing is really scheming ne.. gave mi vouchers for 1 person.. which obviously means if i ask someone else to go with, then we still gotta pay.. :~( but i really wanna go!!
think mi *Lucky CLOVER* is really workin, first jap class, then i win a lucky draw..
small stuff but pretty exciting still isn't it? ^^

*~19th Jan, Thursday~*

:P went for K-Student.. hehe.. also got a treat.. :P~ *lucky* been feeling down.. so needed to go vent mi frustrations.. but wasnt very helpful cos keep feeling mi singing's gettin worse :( felt kinda grossed out by mi own singing.. *sob*

*~21st Jan, Saturday (Today)~*

feelin really worn out.. not sure if i've been trying to suppress mi emotions too much.. but been pretty down and it's just gettin worse.. been late for work the past week cos every morning when i wake up, i gotta clear doggie's pee and poo.. (for a while i thought he finally learnt not to do it ANYWHERE) but so disappointed now.. after cleaning, still gotta feed him.. pat him a bit.. i alredi wake up earlier but still end up being late.. cos at nite will also play with him a bit.. so been sleepin kinda late.. worse.. back pains been keeping mi awake at nite.. painkillers aren't working anymore.. and no-one at home seems to understand tat my lack of sleep is making me grumpy, distorting my ability to speak and affecting my memory and alertness.. for 2 mornings i've been running home from the busstop cos i left my phone at home.. for a week, i've been unable to sleep well cos every turn i make, some joint will hurt..

finally, i lost it this morning.. argued with mi mom.. and she just attributed it to the doggie which pissed me off even more..

came home all tired after tuition, felt bad that i locked the dog in so i let him out, and AGAIN! he had to leave a pool of pee just where i had mopped in the morning.. scolded him, locked him in again.. till an hour later i let him out and AGAIN!!! he keeps doing it.. so now he's locked in..

very unhappy ne.. was watching Andy Lau's "Wait till you're older" and i burst into tears like an open tap.. (dad had to scold me for crying.. how very mean! ) anyway, i figured it was just something i do when i've got alot of stored up emotions in me..

just very tired.. wanna shed all mi responsibilities.. 但这是不可能的。。。。

“觉得被你遗忘的我， 一定会变得更坚强。。。。"

started the day at 10am.. started doing the spring cleaning thingie.. [sob]
took the whole day and i've only cleared bits here and there...
hehee.. oh well.. very distracted ne.. cos at dinner time.. a visitor came over.. ;)


cute ba? hehee.. still dunno whether will get to keep him.. so now's the trial period..
very adorable and VERY tame ne.. and he's super cute.. like a baby.. i played peek-a-boo with him and he kept tilting his head to look at mi~ then when i finally walked towards him, he will wag his tail! :D so cute!! waahhh ~~



got this in my email from Harry ^^ .. for Buddy Day~ cute hor?

oh.. K-ge until i siao alredi oh.. went for KLunch on sunday then went for K-student on monday~ hehee but not enough oh!! how -_-"
mi sis thinks im mad le.. but.. i know who's worse! hahaha feng feng is ultimate K-Queen ne!~

resumed mi tuition again today.. finally.. been 3 weeks of break cos of Christmas Eve.. and New Year's Eve..
woke up late this morning.. its the first time i've ever woken up late for something.. wow.. i left my hp on vibration apparently.. and didnt hear the alarm~ terrible..
overslept but still felt really tired.. and by the time i had my sec 2 class, i was already making very humanly mistakes like adding wrongly, and copying the question wrongly.. :P
worse, the sec 2 kids seem to get LOUDER and LOOOUUUDDEERRR!~
wow.. tiring.. think im getting old..
can't beat the kids with my volume at all.. -_-"

so strange.. was a shorter work week but felt more tired than ever...
but was feeling pretty down this week too.. facing a strange dilema.. got reprimanded too ne..
"why decide to put down liao, still pick up again ne.."
dunno.. cos its difficult.. cos.. i can't stop caring abt it.. so i can't put it down..

must be the weather getting to me.. and the tiredness wearing me out.. heee~
lookin forward to my Jap class starting next sunday.. but that just means i have something on every day of the week.. :P but hey.. dinners are still good okie!~ and KLunch on sundays.. umm.. yeah.. tats abt it..

New Year Day 2006.. was rainy.. very rainy.. ALL DAY ne..
stayed home to rest cos wasnt feelin too well anyways..
well.. actually din really rest.. sadly.. had to work on my presentation slides for work..
hah.. but seemed like everyone stayed home ne..
arranged to join wen shopping the nxt day so got feng to go along too~ ^^

been having craving for burger ever since that nite i watched some Channel U show abt how some kids are supposed to make burgers and sandwiches to sell to people.. really cute!~ wat kids do sometimes..

anyways.. so we went to billy bombers :D


wen and feng at Billy Bombers :)



me and my lemonade.. hehee :P~


and this is "Naked Gun" and our melted cheese in the middle.. huge portion!~ very tasty too!~ ^^ second time im having this.. i love it!~ :D

hehehee.. becoming bimbotic.. first was the hair package.. then now i've got a eyebrow shaping package too.. cos wen talked mi into doing it together.. terrible terrible..but.. its pretty worth it! :P~


tired.. and resting at Coffee Bean's.. this was after shaping our eyebrows oh!~ compare to pics above.. hehee :D

went with feng to get our hair treated at Jean Yip before meeting the guys for dinner..
hehee~ Terra Cafe at Bugis Junction~ Not bad.. very affordable ne~


[sob] last mushroom soup of 2005~


[sob sob] last fish and chips of 2005!!~


mi and feng after a nice hair treatment at Jean Yip~ yup and i highlighed my hair too!~ the hairdresser very meticulous one.. so anyone need intro of good hairdressers? :D
eh.. first time mi highlight mi hair.. so please tell me its NICE!~


hancheng and david.. hehee ~


went to a ktv pub after dinner to drink tiger beer. *yuck* :P beer is really not nice at all.. all dav's fault!


poor me.. had that big balloon right beside mi head.. thankful for flash..else will look super red ne.. hehee~


after drinkin.. headed to Merlion Park to catch fireworks!~ Yay!~


got this pic from YJ gor gor.. didnt take any photos cos i took a 9.5 min long video clip (103mb) ! and NOBODY offered to take over okie.. arms were aching like mad from holding it above everyone's heads for 10 min!! ;'(

oh!~ then i got mi christmas+new yr present from hc~ yay! its Chronicles of Narnia! :D thank you thank you!! ^^

dinner on the 30th of Dec 2005! :) New Year Eve Eve.. hehee Recommendation: Breek's half chicken.. only $13.90! good deal oh! (oh.. rosemary chicken is tastier.. yup!)