ame ga futte imasu....

Its been dark and cloudy for a long time now but no sign of rain. Guess it was just waitin to pour at the most untimely hour.

Its raining now, doesn't seem to be stopping.
Everytime.. this will happen. I'm so tired of being played by Fate. What's the lesson I should be learning here? Tat its always gotta be me. Cos i'm just vulnerable and easily hit by Pain.

It's funny, cos while it was still raining, i heard the song "I will survive". I really wonder if I would survive this time. Cos it hurts too much... I almost believe I shall never be happy again.

Tomorrow I have my long-awaited Japanese exam. What the hell.. i can't see a thing thru the droplets covering my eyes.

I think its gonna be rainy tomorrow, and the day after and for weeks to come.
Surely there is an easier way out. Someone has to invent a pill to help me forget.. lost some memory or something...