where's the bottom??

finally ran out of tears.. though the disappointment is still indescribable..
came all this way only to realise the rapport i thought was there, wasn't really there...
it appears that it had always been mi own wishful thinking..
like i directed the whole story.. *sigh*

its not like i will be able to recover more easily knowing this..
just more hurt ba.. haha..
wat to do?
i'm from a different world ma~

but always very thankful that i've still got very sweet friends lookin out for me :)
so even if mi mom's having a cold war with me, its bearable. lets just see who has a better stamina..

and im tempted to go for mi crab treat alredi.. can i can i??
really cant be bothered to take care of miself anymore u know..

still waitin to hit the bottom of this pit, so i can come back up again.. :)