*~ am i.. weird? ~*

waahh.. so tired.. had tuition from 9am to 730pm.. kinda brain dead already.. but will be able to relax a little since there's just sec 4 O'levels to go now.. *breathe*

been feelin bothered since that night i talked to a friend abt open-mindedness vs being conservative..
Scenario: girl holds boyfriend's hand.. and holds another guy friend's hand with other hand.. is that really normal/acceptable?
i'm starting to wonder if i'm really too conservative.. i felt kinda uncomfortable picturing this.. i guess holding hands is kinda personal for me.. in a relationship.. not that i don't personally have close guys friends, i eat their food, drink their drinks, slap them hard, make them carry my stuff, scream at them (YAH, get screamed at too.. and teased alot and laughed at... -_-" ) but.. nope.. never holding hands... ehh.. really.. does that make me too conservative?? i dun think i could watch my boyfriend hold another girl's hand. hmm but then again that depends why he's holding it. :P weird.. i think im more okay with him holding another girl's hand. so i guess its just how i value hand-holding..

*sigh* this is all too confusing.. just been thinkin abt this a little..
gonna take a break from so much work!! HAH! gotta read my harry potter! oh.. reminds me.. how the guys have nicknames at work now..
TYK became 'GG' (stands for girly guy for having super red lips and feminine features.. hehe)
SJK became 'Shin Shin' (one day, we mentioned SJK's task, and TKC exclaimed "huh? shin shin?" so that's how it stayed with SJK... nope.. JK is no where near shinshin. Its just TKC's very bad hearing.. which is very contagious.. :P)
together.. LLN gave them another nick.. 'The SG Boys' hahaa..
LKW became 'kawaii-ne' (for having a dialect name that was very kawaii-sounding, hehee~)
LKY became henry porner (for being.. umm.. well.. it was also cos i was reading harry potter.. hehee)
our team's growing real big now.. even Ghim Moh market's huge table can't fit us all anymore.. we need 3 cars to go out for lunch.. so Lucy's has become a convenient place to eat nowadays..

6th October (Thurs) - Welcome Lunch
We had lunch at NanBanTei (a yakitori resutoran at far-east). Nice! the OBento set was pretty worth it.. $14.90 with a range of 5 different yakitori. *lick*

7th October (Fri) - Farewell Lunch
Lunch Jack's Place (West Coast Recre Centre) ... farewell for David.. :(
he's been a real help at work since LLN and I got abandoned last yr trying to salvage the situation back then.. he has all these unorthodox methods for solving my coding problems.. and they ALWAYS work! SHEN! Well.. me & LLN like to tease David abt his diet.. its always chicken and potato, and Lemon/Chrysanthemum tea. In fact we picked Jack's Place knowing there must be some chicken set lunch, AND lemon tea.. hehee! but David went and ordered Fish & Chips just so that i won't get the satisfaction from teasing him again.. bleh!
Gonna miss having him around though.. he's fun to tease cos he's always so.. umm.. lifeless, but he actually gets frustrated at me! *curtsey*