finally finished reading my Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince....
geez.. no idea how long its gonna take before Book 7 will be done.. -_- sad..
i've already read the spoilers... some think there are evidences that Dumbledore's not dead. I would like to believe that too.. but in case i get too hopeful, i shall try to believe for now that Harry's on his own to find the remaining Horcruxes...
past 2 days was spent at a Mind Transformation course.. hmm.. went through NLP stuff..
was actually looking forward to it cos me've been feeling very low, unmotivated and all..
but.. the course didn't turn out as effective as i hoped it would have been. Or mabbe my subconscience had already blocked everything out. Nevertheless, it was still nice to get to talk to some of the co-workers that i don't directly work with. The best part is knowing i'm still able to get into a very comfortable conversation with someone when i feel like it. Heh.. dunno whether its that i've changed, become more sceptical or i was just fooling around. But i felt like a super mismatcher right from the first day. :P Except my 'suaning' statement at the trainer got thrown back at me cos i was too polite to shoot him down again, feeling sorry that i caused the whole class to laugh at him already once. Decided to keep a lower profile for the subsequent day and a half.. :)
whatever's been bothering me continues to bother me. *sigh* i think i should just accept it to be there. GG's been very nice.. always checking on me. Apparently, my mood is stated on my face now.. can't really hide it huh..
this afternoon, over lunch cos one of the managers was sitting nxt to me. always found him approachable and easy to talk crap with. And cos we were on the topic of kawaii-ne (nickname for kahwai), i just asked him if the boss was serious about the japanese thingie (secret! heh) well.. i expressed my interest.. i hope he takes me seriously.. cos i really wish for a change now. Feng even thinks that i should email him or something.. but its not so simple.. from how he reacted when i told him i was interested. I didnt get to find out more, cos the minute he got onto Japanese actors (hideaki takizawa is cute!!), it went on the korean actors (pak yong har is cute!!).. and movies and tv series.. and everyone started talking.. nah.. not convenient.. ;P
just gonna cross my fingers on this one for now... wish me luck k? cos i know really want this!!
*~ There's no such thing as FAILURE, only FEEDBACK ~*
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Interested to know how you shot at your trainers. I guess I'm more 不留情 than you.
hahaa with some altitude, girl.. i gave him the 'look'.. nah.. well.. cos we had this activity and he gave very vague instructions. and he asked why no one asked for clearer instructions.. (being a very good and experienced NLP student i.e. empty bottle mindset) i couldnt help it and mumbled "you said first thing in the morning 'do not ask why'".. din know everyone would hear but everyone laughed.. *opps* he was pretty pissed.. and started to explain that THAT instruction was for the morning.. which is wrong cos he had said we should be open-minded and be INVOLVED in the activities and not question it.. what a confused guy.. *sigh*
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